It will mark 8 months since Jairus was born still back in December.
Ohh how terribly we miss our sweet baby. All summer, when I go to a park or a store and kind people comment on how busy I must be with my 2 and 4 year old, I smile to hide my sadness...I'm not nearly as busy as I'd like...
I'd rather be losing sleep, and dealing with teething, and tantrums, and baby food. I'd rather be rinsing out poopy (cloth) diapers and searching for missing pacifiers and racing to keep the older kids from feeding toys into his mouth. I'd rather see him learning to sit, to scoot and to crawl.
I'm not so busy. My baby isn't here. My kiddos are growing up and are more independent everyday. I love everything they are doing and learning SO MUCH.
I just wish he was here to be a part of it.
Happy 8 Months my Sweet